In The End

      In the end of our lives I believe that most of us want to have a clear conscience before we die. We do not want to be standing before God loaded down with sin and regret. How many of us will say that we can't wait to go to hell and meet the devil not many at all I believe. Most of us want there to be a loving paradise than a torturous hell. We want love over pain and sorrow. Does this not tell you something about us? Even though our world is becoming more violent people still want a place of love to go to at the end of their life.
     In the end our true nature is revealed it shows us that deep down in our core being there is a great need for love. Why is it that we are so cruel and mean to each other while at the same time we want peace and love for ourselves? It does not make sense. The very thing we do not want we create. Pain, violence and suffering is given out by people who want to go to a loving paradise in the end. They want mercy but they do not give out mercy. They want love but they do not give love. However in the end they cry out to God for both mercy and love.
     I believe deep down we are all beings of light needing the light to live. However there came a time when evil enter our world and enter our bodies like a virus bring with it it's darkness and death. Everyone of us now fight to keep the light within us from going out. We fight to keep this malignant force from taking over our bodies and our world. Our true fight is not with each other but with the evil destroying malignance that is within us.
     The only thing that prevents evil from completely taken over our world is God's mercy and his spirit that he put in everyone of us. Deep down we know we are God's children (beings of his light and love). We know that this evil that is within us is killing us and it is not natural to our true nature. We reject it and battle against in order to not to lose our humanity. It is a fight for our lives and for our world.
     When we give in to the evil that is within us it tears us apart. Evil only destroys and it drive people to madness. Evil will blind your eyes and turn you against the ones you love. In the end you will know what is true but it will be to late to do anything about it. Now is the time to fight. Now is the time to change while you are still alive.
     In the end we will go into the light and love that God has provided for us. In the end our minds will be clear and we will understand our own true self. We will see that our true nature is needing love and not hate and violence. We will see that we were manipulated by the evil within us to do it's will of destruction. In the end we will be shown who we really are as beings of God's light and love in need of a peaceful place in paradise.