Do you feel like some days of just saying I am sorry to no one in particular? It is a sorry that you think that people want to hear because they think you are inadequate. It is a shout to the world. I am so sorry to be so disappointing to you. I am sorry to being not smart enough, not rich enough and not coming up to your expectations of me. Sorry to being not handsome or beautiful but just being average me. Sorry for the mistakes I have made. Sorry for me being imperfect. Sorry for not reaching fame or fortune. Sorry for not doing good enough. I just try to do the best that I can and if that is not good enough than I will just say, "I am sorry."
What more can I do if I am doing my best? Sorry for not not having a genius brain. Sorry for not being a superhuman. I am just average and looking for a place in this world. Sorry for my failings. Sorry for me, in just being an average human. So many apologies, what can I do? Maybe another sorry? Maybe our society isn't interested in an average human being maybe it wants more and more is not me. Sorry for not being somebody that you want me to be.
A shout to the world that I am sorry until there is no more sorrys left in me. If there is no more sorrys left then what will I do? Live I guess, the best way I know how. Doing average things and living an average life is not bad at all in my opinion. I have more things in common with being one of the many than being one of the few. I feel more comfortable when there are not many eyes looking my way. I am not saying being one of the few is bad but for me just being average is fine. However, I do not like being judged that I am not one of the few. The next time someone criticize me for being average, I believe I will just say that I am sorry.
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